Crazy Silly Me

Crazy silly me

Here I am wistfully thinking
How didn't I see it coming
That you'd be my undoing
Tiny pieces of me breaking
Crazy silly me

It started with some craving
Then a little staggering, dizzying
My heart beat crazily thumping
Ignorantly in bliss not noticing
Until Aunt Jane went missing
Crazy silly me

Oh my God! Oh my God!  me panicking
The test to take, on the stick peeing
Then it all came back to me flooding
Memories of the mindless romancing
Anxious up and down I was pacing
Crazy silly me

All with an end has its beginning
The results no more to me redeeming
Inside me was a permanent marking
To you I had to tell quickly panting
Confused, in denial I came running
Crazy silly me

Aha so it was the day of reckoning
Warmly you received me so welcoming
One, two, three I started counting
Babe I said, we are expecting
The look on your face so discouraging
Crazy silly me

One hard look and I was shaking
Where was my dear prince charming
You said I must have surely been joking
It's the 20th century! Stop kidding
It wasn't my day you I wasn't trapping
Crazy silly me

What happened to forever loving
You and me all that promising
It's the 20th century, you I'd be suing
How could you leave me gasping
Shivering from the denial unending
Crazy silly me

So here I am all alone thinking
He who I loved to me so betraying
How could this be happening
But pieces of me together pulling
For two now I will be living
Crazy silly me.